A lot has transpired in my life. A lot of ugly things have happened. Things that.....I've done some pretty bad things in my life. And uh, all came to a head. But now, after treatment, going for inpatient treatment for 45 days and more outpatient treatment, I'm getting back to my old roots.
Well, it's all in the police report. Beyond that, everything's between Elin and myself and that's private.
Well, I owe a lot of people an apology. I hurt a lot of people. Not just my wife. My friends, my colleagues, the public, kids who looked up to me. There were a lot of people that thought I was a different person and my actions were not according to that. That's why I had to apologize. I was so sorry for what I had done.
Well, I had gotten away from my core values as I said earlier. I'd gotten away from my Buddhism. And I quit meditating. I quit doing all the things that my mom and dad had taught me. And as I said earlier in my statement, I felt entitled, and that is not how I was raised.
my future tattoo.
life can be simple. daily: get exercise, read, write, share your feelings and thoughts with a loved one, listen to a loved one - take notes. Believe in something that lasts longer than the work week. Share, share, share the burdon, the load, be thankful, be tired, be excited, be grateful, endure, keep your eye on the goal, know your role, know your goals, love, scream, figure out love, love some more, shed skin, become new. It's really that simple right?
This week in "What I use Photoshop For" we are treated to an eclectic collection of images found recently on Lueders desktop. From boosting the colors under the sea, to an in progress midnight rock album cover, this week's got you covered. With such hits as "how to keep a pasta salad cold outdoors", "The boot leather method of stopping a speeding bicycle" and "how to fix the video chat eye contact problem with cheap sunglasses" they will have your whole family enthralled.